Joy and happiness
There is no consequence without a cause. Look at your present situation to see if you are in joy and happiness. If you do not feel calm and peaceful, look at your present thoughts, your past thinking patterns, your past belief systems.
What you are experiencing today is surely linked to your past thinking and feeling patterns. Change the way you think to experience a different present moment and future. Destiny changes all the time. We are powerful beings and we have the power within us to experience life differently or maintain it based on our past conditioning.